And it kicks so hard, it breaks your bones.
Cuts so deep, it hits your soul.
Tears your skin and makes your blood flow.
It's better that you know, that love is hard.
Cuts so deep, it hits your soul.
Tears your skin and makes your blood flow.
It's better that you know, that love is hard.
I always thought that nothing better than love existed. Always thought that love could make me strong.
I was right. Nothing better than love exists. It can be friendship, it can be more, but it's love. And I was wrong. Love doesn't make someone strong, love is weakness. Love is blind.
And I hate when I'm not in control, I hate when I listen to my desires. It's frustrating.
You don't understand? Then, you never fell in love, I guess. Or you're smart, I don't know. You just never let you fall in a desperate, hopeless, situation. I admire, of course. I just can't help it, love, forget, feel, speak, be honest, be unkind.
But, still, I believed in love. Right now, I don't, I'm not in love, I'm not in mood. Somewhere in my heart, I know I believe in love. I believe that someday, I will look at him, and shiver, even if it's hot outside. I believe that I'll know he will be my ruin. I believe that I'll know he will be my love. Some silly dreams? Maybe. You should know I've got a lot of silly dreams.
I'm just a human, you said? Yes, it's true, I'm just human. And sometimes, it's so hard to be a human. Why? Feelings, hurt, joy, relationship, pretences, it's too much. Sometimes I want to be alone, more and more. I don't want to lie to them, but I don't want them to feel rejected. I don't want to tell them that I'm fed up with everything, everyone. That I just want time to be still.
Don't tell me that it will be fine. I know it will.
[J'avais besoin de m'exprimer. J'ai très sûrement fait des fautes...]
Yes, It's so hard to be only human... But when I see that some humans can't REALLY love someone, they live without their heart, without feelings... How can they do to live that way ?
But I think you're not really right when you say "love is weakness", yes it is, but it's also a force. That is the two at the same time... I think.
See you soon I hope !
:)